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Thursday, February 3, 2011

Waking to Vertigo

Athens, Georgia
January 5, 2011; revised July 2, 2012

From the darkness
that ushers first light
my tattered faith fights for birth
        to a new day –
a new day spinning off an unstable axis.

To a new day, cold
with calculated rage, honed
        by hardened voices
sharpened on diamond-edged ideals
clawing at the heart of power.

To a new day, hot
with ill-tempered ignorance
and tinny pride, thinly trumpeted
        by vuvuzela
pretending to the sweetness
of Marsalis, or of angels
with all the redemptive depth
        of ground bees
swarming in distress before their phantom fears.

To a new day so broken
        the blessed redeemer
is repurposed  for vengeance
strapped to the white warhorse
        locked and loaded
goaded by a band of furies
playing in the proud key of certainty.

And redemption? Earmarked
        for the mighty
while wrapped in weakness,
the tender teacher
healing rabbi
kind-eyed spirit who would save the world
fades into ether
        excarnated again
from the empire of strength
spinning in the midst of the whirlwind.

This is the day
it is always the day
that whispers blessings from beyond
the breaking news, beyond
the tight smile and firm jaw, beyond
        the clenched heart –
love lurks in robust fragility.

Confronting ignorance
it is extinguished in darkness
        only to rise
as the midsummer sun
to illuminate hollows enshrouded by night.

Confronting hatred
it is crushed underfoot
        only to rise
through the soles of the jackboot
to soften the callus encrusting the heart.

Ideas fight for incarnation
through the living media
        of our messy lives.
And we are finally redeemed
but not by knowledge
nor by theology, clever
        though they be
but by the intangible ideals
incubating in the heartland
of our emerging soul.


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